Monday, March 29

I am afraid

... of forgetting.

How the radio was always on full blast in KK's car when she came to pick us up from Subang KTM station.

The smell of KFC in Carrefour when we walk past it, and mama used to say it was damn smelly XD

Asking each other 今天吃什么 (what to eat today for lunch) and everyone saying 随便 (anything) ^^ and counting the number of ticks on the "where for lunch" voting paper

The female voice in Inti lift saying "Firs-tuh floor."

How we nicknamed basically all the strangers at Inti-- from 红毛丹 (rambutan) because of his hair, 洗脸盆(basin) his name sounded like one, water cooler we were busy admiring how slim our legs looked from the reflection on the water cooler we didn't notice him standing behind us with an utterly confused expression, KP haha sorry reason undisclosed, to 蓝牙小孩 (bluetooth kid)  bluetooth kid because he always wore one around school (Did I miss out anyone?)

....of the distance.

How work and uni life separates us all.

.... of the person I will become.

Will I take physical beauty too seriously?

Will I stop sharing and caring when I enter uni?

...of letting go.

... of how things will never be the same. Ever.

I am afraid, so I pray that God will guide me through it.
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4 comments:

ian said...

Don't worry too much. Everything'll be ok.

lihyi said...

tze hui,dun worry, all of us will still sharing, caring, laughing like mad no matter what happen d. ^^
congrat ya, so 'xian mu' to heard tat u r going to hk.i want to go also,can bring me along?

MAMA said...

hey mama why so emo...
dun worry i still rmb all that de...
no matter where're v're heading....
i'll go HK to find u de if u wanted to study there...
but u must belanja us makan...
n that time u can chuan ur cantonese d ^^...
haha mama u think too much d u din take physical beauty too seriously la seriously n i'm sure u wont stop sharing n caring after entered uni ^^....
cheers la muacksss :))

Tze Hui said...

ian: thanks it was just a sudden pang of nostalgia and emo-ness haha ^^

lihyi: ya i wanna bring u along to be my interpreter.. my gong tong wah so kek shui..T.T

mama: lol mama I go there play oni la.. i wont expect anything much to come out of it haha :) ya mama dont forget ya, if I forget plz remind me of our good times together :)